The Woman in the Mirror

The Woman In The Mirror
by SouthernGirl@lovingyou.com

The woman in the mirror
I see a smiling face
No matter what life dishes out
She still has poise and grace.
So many pains bestowed her
life has been all wrong,
The woman in the mirror
Still sings a happy song.
The woman in the mirror,
No one sees her grief.
She learned well to hide it
Though she knows no relief
Sometimes sadness Overrules her
she wants to just let go,
The journeys God has given her
Are way to much to tow.
Somehow she finds another breathe
To carry on the load
Two steps closer to heaven,
And on her way she goes.
The woman in the mirror
Her beliefs have made her strong
Knowing there are miracles,
That will someday be her own.

This poem is such a terrible truth that many of us all face.
It is especially true with my life.
You will read about it on this bog
I assure you.

A big fuck you to the girls

To all of my so-called girlfriends out there, FUCK YOU.
I'm not planning any fucking shit for anyone to fucking get together any more
First of all, Melinda... I don't care if you're broke. It's a fucking girls night in, not a night on the
town, it doesn't cost you shit.
Louise, grow the fuck up and go somewhere without Melinda, don't treat me like I'm a fucking leper, just for wanting to hang out with you.
Jacki I understand that you have other things going on and work and shit... but I called you up and told you how upset I was that Melinda and Louise were ditching and I WASN'T tired, I was sad... and I'm still sad because more then anything I need to keep close contact with my friends.
I call everyone, I plan everything and I get bitched at for not calling somebody and keeping in touch... I don't remember my phone ringing...
Heidi is the only one that said she could come... and she didn't even find out about it until today, So what the fuck... News flash... Heidi just had a 9 hour day working with the police AND she's also got to be at work for 7am tommorrow, but she still wants to come and get shit faced with her girlfriends... But I guess I don't have any do I?
Did it ever occur to any of you that I might be a little lonely... my life is work and Pete.
Yes I love Pete and my cats very much but it feels like that is all I have.
My sister is moving to Alberta, in fact she's already there, and I'm so fucking detached from her... I haven't tried to have a real relationship with her since I moved away so we don't have that bond enough for me to tell her how much I love her and will miss her. My mom loves me but I don't have the relationship with her that Katt does... when I moved out I don't even think she cared... and with Katt leaving she spends hours sobbing over it every day.
My dad's too busy to call me and he wants to buy me a bike to compensate for the months of no contact whatsoever and the awkward hugs where I feel like he's to disgusted with me to actually hold onto me... some days I desperately just want to hug my dad for an hour and have him tell me he loves me or have my mom sit and stroke my hair and talk to me like she talks to Katt.
Well now I'm just too depressed to even bother with anyone, so I'm going to bed and hopefully I will feel better about all of this in the morning,
Good night

Worlds Easiest Quiz

WORLDS EASIEST QUIZ

1. How long did the Hundred Years War last?
2. Which country makes Panama hats?
3. From which animal do we get catgut?
4. In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution?
5. What is a camel's hair brush made of?
6. The Canary Islands in the Pacific are named after what animal?
7. What was King George VI's first name?
8. What color is a purple finch?
9. Where are Chinese gooseberries from?
10. How long did the Thirty Years War last
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Answers To The Quiz
1. 116 years, from 1337 to 1453.
2. Ecuador.
3. From sheep and horses.
4. November. The Russian calendar was 13 days behind ours.
5. Squirrel fur.
6. The Latin name was Insularia Canaria - Island of the Dogs.
7. Albert. When he came to the throne in 1936 he respected the wish of Queen Victoria that no future king should ever be called Albert.
8. Distinctively crimson.
9. New Zealand.
10. Thirty years, of course. From 1618 to 1648.

How stupid do I feel?? not as stupid as the way I feel about posting it on my blog......

Once upon a time

Once upon a time....
My life made sense....
I was able to multi task with school, work, boyrfriend, family, pets, friends, sports, blah blah blah blah etc.
Now I can barely manage to work and retain a relationship with the most important person in my life, my Petey.
I get headaches doing math equations and am frustrated easily.
I don't get along with my friends the way I used to, they don't live the life I do and find the concept of "real bills" hard to understand... don't get me wrong, I love them all dearly but I wish one of them would really move out on their own so they could really experience it. Mel's the only one who's done it and understands but of course we're too busy to spend more time together.
My work is like a high school. The drama here is better then the Young and the Restless... where the gossip flows freely and you never know whos out for blood or who honestly wants to be your friend.
My cats annoy me most days, again I love them too but they drive me up the wall with all the crazy things they pull and when I need them the most they want nothing to do with me, those are the days I wish for an obedient dog and I forget the reason I got them in the first place, because I love their feisty spirit.
I used to play soccer, softball, Volleyball... I was a competitive swimmer... I even won a few competitions back in the day...
But now I'm lazy, overweight... Pete looks great and I am so proud of the work he is doing to get himself healthy... but it's a struggle for me to join him at the gym, even though it makes me feel better after the fact.
So.... resolution to work out more, eat better, go back to school, get a better job, join a sports team, pay more loving attention to my cats, love love love my boyfriend with all my heart, spend more time with the family and try to have a BLOODY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Cheers!

With Love,

Jenn